Prayer

I don't think I've ever needed God more now than in all the years of my life.

I know I rant a lot about certain things, but I've never been so worried in my entire life. I can't do anything or say anything that could help in any way. I can't comfort, I can't offer advice. In all honesty, I don't even know what he's thinking at the moment. I'm afraid any slight confrontation will trigger things that I will regret. I don't know what to do.

I can only give it up to God and pray LOTS. But I don't think I've given it all up to him because I'm sitting here, worried and petrified. I've never been so terrified.